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SWIFTIE 🥰 Just sharing my fitness journey and adventures through blogs and photos. Posting old memories I find along the way

  • ME|MEMORIES|2023

    Facebook update

    17 years later 🫶🫶

    All the sudden I am in high school again experiencing my first heartbreak with “Love Story” 😭🫶💜

    I never experienced “Marjorie” as painfully and beautifully as tonight. Seeing Taylor hold back tears as she sings about her grandma that passed away…only to take me back to college when my grandmother got sick and while I was taking finals she passed. I never got to say goodbye. 😭

    I am speechless.

    Thank you for for being with me through it all.
    When people wonder why I love her so much it’s because SHE helped me, she saved me.

    All To Well absolutely TOOK ME OUT 😵 I did not survive. I cried in my hoodie like a ABSOLUTE WRECK!! 💀

    Mark my words whenever Mother herself decides to BLESS us  #ReputationTaylorsVersion ….Just Be Ready

    🌟🌟 YES I AM GOING AGAIN TOMORROW 🫶🫶

    #TheErasTourFilm

  • DAILY PROMPT|10.11.26

    What’s one thing you know now that would have saved your younger self a lot of pain?

    I wish my younger self knew that love isn’t supposed to hurt, confuse, or make you question your worth.

    The right man won’t make you beg for the bare minimum. He won’t use your vulnerabilities against you or make you feel like you’re difficult to love.

    Green flags matter just as much as red flags. Consistency, patience, kindness, communication, respect, and emotional safety aren’t luxuries. They’re the foundation of a healthy relationship.

    The right relationship won’t require you to abandon yourself just to keep someone else.

    And perhaps the biggest lesson I’ve learned is that peace isn’t boring, healthy love isn’t suspicious, and feeling safe with someone shouldn’t be a privilege.

    I wish I’d known sooner that I never had to earn the kind of love that treats me gently. 💜

  • DAILY PROMPT|10.10.26

    What’s the weirdest movie you’ve ever watched?

    I think the strangest movie I have ever seen is a random German film.

  • DAILY PROMPT|10.9.26

    Tell us about your morning routine.

    Okay first of all I wanna say I have AUDHD and time blindness HARD-CORE 😅

    So my morning alarm first goes off at 6am.

    Then I lay in bed till 7am.

    Shower

    Work by 8am

    Don’t judge me

    Yes…thats a alarm every 15 minutes (sometimes 5😅) to help me keep on track!

    Its so bad I literally can’t move without my alarm going off.

    Like it could be 647am and I really wanna shower and gain some time but I missed (didn’t get up)  the 645am alarm bc now its 647….. i have to wait for the till 7am 🙃

    Also most importantly my playlist plays all night long

    Yes my playlist is 32 hours long

  • ME|MEMORIES| OKLAHOMA|2015

    UNIVERSITY OF OKLAHOMA VS TEXAS AKA RED RIVER SHOW DOWN!!!

    My sister worked at OU ROTC and had the privilege of DRVING to the game while she watched the Airmen RUN from Norman, OK to Texas.

    She cheered them on while she was in air conditioning 🤣

  • DAILY PROMPT|10.7.26

    If aliens arrived tomorrow, what’s the first thing you’d ask them?

    Can I go with you 😅

  • ME|MEMORIES|2023

    Just moved back to California and I was in a mood 😅

    (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)
    (photo credit: AngelicaLauraPhotography)

  • DAILY PROMPT| 10.5.26

    What’s a personal mantra or philosophy you live by?

    “This is me trying.”
    Life doesn’t have to look perfect to be meaningful. I can be messy, scared, healing, growing, wildly happy, completely overwhelmed—and still keep showing up. I’ve learned to make something beautiful out of the khaos, trust myself a little more each time, and keep going even when I don’t know exactly where I’m headed. 💜

  • ME|MEMORIES|OKLAHOMA|OKC ZOO|2015

    Back in 2015 I went with my sister and my two  nephews to the Oklahoma City Zoo (:

    It was a wonderful memory!

  • DAILY PROMPT|10.2 .26

    The genie grants you a wish. What is it?

    Peace.

    I want peace in my life.

    That is it.